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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
Everything just dont seem right for me.
Got another shit result for anther project and I really feel so stressed up and fucked up
I gave it all I could but still it wasn't good enough
When I needed someone so badly the most, to be at my side, just to accompany me, to stay by my side to see me cry my heart out,
there wasn't anyone for me.
Tearing all the way back home just sucks and its so fucking embarrassing when a thousands of eyes keep staring at you.
I never felt so alone before.
I feel so numb now.
I don't want to talk or contact anyone
I just don't know what to reply back?
I'm just so tried of everything,
being unappreciated, fat and ugly
I can't even lose the extra 1 kg I earned 3 weeks ago,
I am fucking putting on weight.
I can't resist food and I got no guts to puke out
I really admire those girls who are able to puke out...
The feeling of being non-existent... Where you own relatives wrote down your sister's name instead of yours on your so called "birthday present"
It really makes you wonder who is it really for
The feeling that no one understands what you are going through now
The feeling that you are fighting this battle alone
The reality that no one was there for you when I needed them the most
Its just so depressing and it makes you wonder
what is life worth living for
12:39 AM
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