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This is where you stick random tidbits of information about yourself.
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Monday, August 24, 2009
IM SICK OF BLOGGER AND IT ITS STUPID TROUBLESOME NETWORKS!!!!
IM OFF TO ONSUGAR WHERE ALL MY PALS ARE...
GOODBYE
&
SEE YOU AT
http://www.abitalseeyou.onsugar.com
9:05 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
These past few days, our friendship hit a downturn and things wasn't really looking good for us
But after today, went I see you walked into the airport gates and tears just naturally filled my eyes, I realized something...
Though we may pissed each other off,
Though at times we may have negative feelings towards each other,
Though at certain things we may not see eye to eye
But deep down mine heart, I always love you very much and you will always be my best friend.
My best friend who gave me loads of happy memories for the past 1 year plus...
Thanks for everything Janelle!!! Do take care and study hard and party softly...
P.S those tears weren't tears of sadness, it was tears of Joy!!!
 Remember your bdae? When you suddenly wanted to take neoprints? Those crazy wild times...
 Going to Redang, just the 2 of us was the most pure mad and bravest thing we ever did! It was really the best memories we ever had :))
 Going over your house to play and just chill when we were jobless...
 Another crazy moment!! DYEING OUR HAIR TOGETHER!!!!
 Thanks Janelle for your beautiful gift, you are officially on my table desk. Seeing me everyday! HAHAHAS
3:48 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Thanks Belinda, Clarice Ee, Grace Yeo Nad Grint, Kylie and WingSze for everything yesterday!!!
You guys are the most scheming friends I ever had but yet you all look so damn innocent!!
A bunch of good actress you guys are!! Especially Belinda and WingSze!
You guys totally tricked me with your lies and I hardly fall for these kind of tricks
Really really, this was REALLY a SURPRISE!!!! I dint expect a simple group work will turn out like this...
Thanks for the cake, the presents, the card, the bananas, making the effort to do this and everything...
Thanks for giving me back faith and hope...
Thank for not forgetting my birthday...
Thanks for showering so much love and care on me that sometimes I really feel I do not deserve them at all...
Thanks for being such great friends...
 My awesome group mates cant make Kim Bum marry me so they did the second best thing, make him guard and protect me when I sleep :)
10:03 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
Ran my heart out today. Pratically ran for 60 minutes which resulted in my cheeks being flushed like a tomamto.
My face really looks very bad, like I was slapped by someone.
Anyway, I've decided to sign up the marathon.
Because running somehow helps me to disperse mind negative feelings and thoughts, repels your stress and makes you feel happier and lighter, spiritually and physically.
Thank God for Jogging!!!!
10:09 PM
I guess that is this how everything is going to end
I guess that it really shows where I really stand
I guess that it means I am on my own now
12:56 AM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Everything just dont seem right for me.
Got another shit result for anther project and I really feel so stressed up and fucked up
I gave it all I could but still it wasn't good enough
When I needed someone so badly the most, to be at my side, just to accompany me, to stay by my side to see me cry my heart out,
there wasn't anyone for me.
Tearing all the way back home just sucks and its so fucking embarrassing when a thousands of eyes keep staring at you.
I never felt so alone before.
I feel so numb now.
I don't want to talk or contact anyone
I just don't know what to reply back?
I'm just so tried of everything,
being unappreciated, fat and ugly
I can't even lose the extra 1 kg I earned 3 weeks ago,
I am fucking putting on weight.
I can't resist food and I got no guts to puke out
I really admire those girls who are able to puke out...
The feeling of being non-existent... Where you own relatives wrote down your sister's name instead of yours on your so called "birthday present"
It really makes you wonder who is it really for
The feeling that no one understands what you are going through now
The feeling that you are fighting this battle alone
The reality that no one was there for you when I needed them the most
Its just so depressing and it makes you wonder
what is life worth living for
12:39 AM
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
The feeling of being disappointed over and over again just sucks...
Screw up for STB, PPCM got the result that I don't really desire
It just seems that all my hard work is going down the drain...
1 more disappointment and I really am going to break down...
I'm on the verge of breakdown :(
1:27 PM
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